Day 2 of Chilling

Ding Ding Ding~

Entering day 2 of coldness.

Is cold but space is what he needed.

So, I shouldn't be bothering during this phase?

Realize that things that kept us moving was communication.

Throughout the years we talked, talked and talked.

From A-Z and Z-A. Again and again. 

It really does not gets bored.

After all this while we had stopped sharing.

This might be my faults I guess.

I started to be kept all the day and night stories to myself and stopped sharing.

And now, he shares much lesser too.

If there were U-turns, 

Hopefully could open up, shares and communicate more like the past.

As for now, all we could do is be patient.

Love is patient, love is kind, love is not envy, hurt danger or negativity thing.

Dear, Please gives me strength to get through all this cranky journey.

The Reviving Post

Every relationship eventually gives all sorts of lessons.

The Two Years Relation.
From the pass, my solely innocent beloved heart been deeply broke off by some dude.
Lesson that learn was never trust.

The Three Years Relation.
Later then, I met this dude, he was passionate, caring, lovely and nice but i destroyed our relation.
But this could be great to him. As he regained his manhood.
Not that like being under conquer by me and losing all his prides.
Lesson learnt here was, Give a man his pride.

I'm now no where knowing where my state of relationship is.
4 years. Hopefully still counting and may continue counting.
His patience, his pride, his loves, his care, his laughter, his tears, his ego, and all of him.
Loved all of him but sometimes things just got clingy.

Lesson learnt from this current relation was trust.
Trust Again. This is what is needed.
With this post today. I am here to set my new resolution to TRUST.

May Lord Be with me. <3
Bless and Loves.

...::* Oppssy *::...

Doomsday is here!!
RUN FOR YOUR LIVES!!!
Have you thought of where to run? lol..
When it really happened, you have no where to run. =)
I might sit and stay.
When God want your life, no matter how you run, you will not able to run from Him.
How great is him right? =)

So, tomorrow is the day.
Let's watch and see how's the world gonna change.
Besides, tomorrow is Soltistic for the chinese people.
What a day. Celebrating on the doomsday. XD

Well, my life had been bored these days.
All I waited for is weekends.
Jobs!!! XD..

Let's have some camwhore.. =)

...::* Better *::...

My house is like a disaster.
Daddy's worker is here to refurnish every disasters in the house.

Baby Pool in da house.. XD!!

 

Today I cooked. Jie and mui went out so is my day to cook.

Hooh! Long no cook.

Kinda noob noob dei..>< haha.. Here's my dishes..

Taugeh with carrot & Brinjal with i dno call what.. lol..

 

 Look at my leggie!!!
Help me!!! Is so itchy and pain.
Bitten by mosquitoes during my sweet dream.
How poisonuos they can be.
It had been 3 days and yet not recover.
Any remedies? =(
Im applying an oinment, Zam-Buk.
It use to be very effective but I guess the bites are too poisonuos..

Reddy spot spot spot..

 

My first try on fishy braid. Have a look.. =)

All me in fishy braid. =)

 

...::* Job *::...

Seriously I can feel joy when work. =)
Though it was so tiring but I have a lot to talk. haha..
Working every weekend till December ends.
LOL.. I'm a smart or known as lazy worker.. hahaha..

Lazy people, more poo poo and pee pee.. XD (chinese slangs)
People takes job and have quick and cheap meals.
As for me, I had my RM8.10 meal during break.

My RM8.10 meal in Secret Recipe. Delicious.

Someone banged on the PULL door.. lol..

Right in front of me he ran towards the door and banged onto it.

Can't held to laugh!!! luck that I'm not being beaten up.. XD



Wheeee.. eeelll...

I reached out early to work today so I sneaked to Toy Box..
Is actually a beautiful garden builed with the Christmas theme.
Wasting my time around here and also looking though the wishes of the welfares.
You might lucky enough if I could get the stuff you needs. =)
I'm donating! =)

Hohoho.. There the whole garden.

There's wishing well and wishing tree behind it.
There's the wheel and santa with friends!

And here I ciao!
My back is pain and tiring.. huhuhu..
Thanks and great that I'm not having the bookfair job =)

Night peeps.
Hope you enjoy my rubbish talks and craps. hehehe..

...::* Lone *::...

Do you feel lonely?
Whenever you feel lonely, what plays in your mind?

Has been a week.
Daily routine was waking at 10 or 11am,
Do laundry, fold clothes, iron clothes, wash dishes, have lunch.
Then?
Back to laptop watch while downloading dramas.
And roll on bed with keep refreshing phone facebook.

How bored my life was. Is a waste of life.
I taught doomsday should be doing something  that is meaningful.
Nope! I don't have.

Seriously I DO REGRET for having no guts to drive.
I hated myself so freaking badly.
If I had a car, I can drive, at least I'm not as bored as now.
Pifff.. =(

Luck was, tomorrow I'm gonna get the hell out of the house for 10 hours!
I'm working. YES! At least I can see humans.
Talk, social, making friends with strangers.
I love strangers =)
I love places =D

Might because there are lots of places I've not been to.
I'm curios and I want to be every where.
I want to enjoy it.
Sadly, stupid than a pig, I dont drive. =(
Curse me to dead!

Okay, I'm Dead. Ciao~ XD

...::* Hey *::...

Hey Bloggers,

Long no meet.. =)
What brings me here?
Seriously most of you blog to express your hidden feelings to strangers.
To some where that only unknown knows.
So, do I?


There's so much in my mind, heart and soul.
But hardly be expressed.
Leading me to blog and diary.
Place where I belong to.
This the place where no one care what I expressed. =)

My attitude changed.
A lot different than the old me.
I'm no more close with my families.
I wanted to improve it but I take things so hardly.

I prefer hiding in my room all alone.
I do not want to do anything beside going out meeting strangers and do something I like.
Is my biggest mistakes for not knowing how to drive.
Or else, I'm so free and happy.
I just want to be away from my area.

I'm afraid I would have health issues if I do not talk it out.
I guess this  the right place for me..

I have no idea with the phrase "You drink tea until you get bad"
Is actually due to my health or it actually mean by my attitude.
Talk it out to my boi?
Nah~ he wont understand. All he'll do will just scold and ask me to offend.
I don't need any lessons or advice.
I just need a listener and being pampered.

Doesn't matter. He's busy with his thing.
Shouldn't burden him or bother him yet.


Well.. Let's stop by here.
Thanks blog.. =)

...::* Tomorrow The Day*::...

My dear!
Gonna have his war tomorrow!
I'm gonna prepare some food and drinks for him!

Motivate him is my responsibility! <3
Hmmmmmm..
What should it be..
I guess Noodle, Sausages, Egg and Milo!

Gonna got him full before the war!
Im sure you can do it dear! <3

Should sleep early now!
Have to ready early tomorrow. =)

...::* B.B.Q *::...

We had our BBQ last night.
It was fun! =)

My boy picked me up and headed to Econsave to grab the food.
We are so late!
Is 7pm++ and nothing were prepared.
Simply we both grabbed fishballs, chicken meatballs, sausages and luncheon meats, Filaments, bread and sardines, Honey and butter.
These costs us RM120. ==

And the night ended without chicken meat! =(
Owhhhhh.. BBQ without chicken wings.. XD!
We ate and played and joked.
This was just nice!

My boy and I left at 1am.
We are smelly.. XD!!!

Well, I enjoyed the night as I had long not having a BBQ.
I'm getting far apart from my highschool friends.
Is like I'm not that open within them.
I;m not flexible anymore.
I'm more to my college friends.

I'm sad of myself.
And that day before yesterday,
I get to see one of my highschool mate smokes.
I was down at that time. =(
hmmmmmm.. seriously why gguys have to smoke?
I just don't like it.. :(

...::* Sad *::...

Lecturer gets to spot 2 problems in our presentation.
I'm too careless.. =(

I spelled wrongly on the company name.
This is a super unforgivable mistakes.
Sorry members.. =(
It should be OCHADO and i typed ORCHADO.
SORRY!!!!

Next, the customer age.. haiz..
I should had correct it.
This is a big mistake too.
I should put range of 10-30 instead age of 10-30.

I'm so so so so so failed!
=(
Thing just doesnt goes well as wished yesterday..
huhuhuhuuhu..
I'm sad.. T____________T

...::* PANIC BUTTON*::...

Whooooo~
Tomorrow is the presentation.
Nervous and scare.. XD!!!

I'm afraid that I will raised the "PANIC BUTTON" by myself.

hahahhaha..
Jusst panic.
Just cannot overcome it. Sorry!! hahaha..

Hope thing goes well tomorrow. =)
Good Luck members!

The Mist K!!!

PANIC!!! LEAVE ME!!! XD

...::* SPCA *::...

Well, my bf called up and he said he gonna hook up a pup from SPCA!!!

Wooooooo~~
Why am I excited? Hmmm.. XD
Cause I like animals!

Well, I've been there once and there were full of cats and dogs..
The smells were horrible,
The environment was bad.

But no choice. They have no financial to improve it.
They have to depend on the adoption fees and the sponsorship.

Entering the shelter with fear as the dogs are free and no one will follow you throughout your visits.
You will feel soar throughout your visits too.
There are weird dogs, sick dogs and hurt dogs.


I had always taught of being a million or billionaire and spend the money on neutering stray dogs and cats!
This will only reduces the population of strays and also increases the appreciation of animals.
By then, humans will not demand too mmuch on pedigree animals. =(

...::* Ulsers *::...

OMG!!!
Six ulsers!!!
Is so terrible.

Well,
Yesterday with college mates went to Kajang to pick up my license! <3
Is done! hehehe..
Then we headed for Latt Tong.
Kajang's famous.
We ate RM120 le.. is kind of expensive..

Later went home and slept in Pooh's house.
As I woke, I feel pain in gums.
As I return home, I saw 3 baby ulsers!
The next day, Oh gosh! It got worst!
6 ulsers..
Ouch! Is so so so so so pain! =(

Ugly? Disgusted? Pain?
hahaha..

...::* Underweight *::...

I'm extremely thin!
45kg with the height of 168cm.
iS totally superb underweight.

Seriously I should gain some weight.
Or else, I'll face mulnutrition. =(
I took this picture in my pooh's house.
I was like OMG!! my thighs is so so so "kecik"!

Anyone knows how to gain weight?
XD!!! I do eat alot nowadays.
I just want some weight gained for my bones, thighs.. not face!
I had always get the fats on my face!

XD!!!

how?
Thin right?
The leg is so so so small!
Beware! Once broken consider sold! XD!!! hahahaha..

...:* Rush *::...

hahhahahhahahaha..
Usually only pooh will be late.
But today, I overslept too!
As I wake and look at the time,
It was 9am! Class at 9.30am!

Quickly called pooh up and we both rushed for the 30min!
I wander how he "mandi kerbau"..
hahahhaha..
Luck was no jam in my area on that day.

We were able to reach 10 minutes late. hahaha..
And I brought along my breakfast.
I'm hungry... =(
Is bad to eat in auditorium hall but I'm hungry.

Have breakfast before starting your day.
Right? hahaha..
Yummy..
Is abit unreasonable and nonsense..
hahaha..

but, this is me.
I am who I am!

 Cornflakes & Dutch Lady milk.. <3

...::* CUBIE *::...

New apps!
Cubie! hahaha..

We draw pooh.
And sees which is nicer ? hahahaha..

 this i draw

this is pooh's drawing.

hahahaha..

mine nice right?

no doubt, i'm a designer..XD!!!!

cubie is kinda fun! hahaha..

...::* Clear *::...

CLEAR!!!

Foundation - DONE!
Degree Year 1 - DONE!

CLOSE FILE!

YES! I'm officially Year 2 students.. haha..
All my notes are kept in the file!
A new file to be haunted for my Year 2 subjects!
Hunting!! hahahha..

Must study hard dy!
YEAR 2 LIAO!!!

GAMBATEH LING LING!!!

...::* BIRD NEST *::...

Look!!
Birdie nest!!!

Awwwwwww...
Two eggss... how cute is it.. I'm waiting for it's hatching..

Can't wait for it!
hmmm.. haha..

...:* again Nightmares *::...

=(

These days I'm haunted with nightmares. =(
The latest was seeing 2 corpse in a funeral.
And the worst thing was the dead people was my friend's mother!
how horrible can this be!
I'm just  close with her.

I just couldn't accept it!
How can this be!!!!
I still remember the dream. =(
It grabs my leg.
I couldnt run.

Please.. Let me have peace..
I do not want to dream of these things already.
Is enough.
I need peaceful nights. =(

I'm scare...
I want my dear.. huhu..

...::* =( Nightmare *::...

Yesterday, I dreamt bout a guy and the girlfriend, and also my boyfriend.
The guy's gf trying to seduce my bf.
WHILE I"M THERE!
How hurt this can be?

Though is just a dream but is hurting. =(
Later the guy come and grabbed the gf away.
I'm just standing there with pain and soar.

I don't wish it to happen.
I don't wanna get hurt anymore.
I want my bf..

I missed him.. =(