...::* Hmmmmm *::...

Seldom talked on what I thinks and my problems.
I learnt to keep things secretly to myself.
I'm not selfish. I just do not want to disturb others.

To me, not everyone choose to listen.
Sometime the advise was not what you wished to hear.
The suggestion might be hurting.
And sometime they just don't bother what you said.
So, why waste energy?

I had made this a habit.
I don't share my problems.
And this is part of the source causes goitre. =(


I told mom and my boy about the donation.
I have no idea why am I insisting on it.
And I have no idea with the rejection.
Rejection might happen now.
But not FOREVER.

I believe.
I believe I can donate.
I believe I can help.
And I believe they will allow in somedays.

The unwillingnes to agree with my decision made me dull. =(
No worries, I would not suicide. XD
I'll do whatever I could to get the permission.
Do wait for me.

Once again for those who interested to donate and knows more.
CLICK HERE or the below image.

Dear Lord,

Do not simply take my life away.

I want to be a donor.

Love Ling. <3

...:: * Growing Up *::...

Facing is suffering.
And suffering is where you gain.

Throughout life, there is too much to gain.
I had gain too much last year.
Months of tragedies.
I need a rest.

In year 2011,
My mom got attacked by stroke.
My academic faced some problem,
My hamster's babies all passed away,
My puppy got hit down with life less thn 50% survival.
And I got goiter.

I thought;
I had become the way better than the old me.
I had grown. Learning to handle things in a better way.
Brave and tough instead coward and being the FOREVER CRY BABY.


But.
I'm now hiding and running away from problems.
I choose not to listen, not to care and not to bother.
And I run. I ran from this house and loiter in places.
Sorry that I could not take it.
I'm sorry to leave the problems unsolved.
I am VERY SORRY.


Hope for a better year 2012.

...::* A Sudden Thought *::...

A thought,
If...
If I need a donation.
Who will be the one who might help me?
If I die young, my organs are wasted.

Right after the thought,
I browsed into MST.

Every year, the percentage of people needing organs increases.
How many people die of waiting for organs
And how many organs were wasted buried under the soil?

If I had the ability,
I would donate blood frequently.
I could lessen the O donor's burden.
I could save someone's life.
Pshycally, I seems to suffer anemia.
I could not do so.

A sour and soaring feeling crossed my heart.
I might need help some days.
I had think twice, I decided to donate.

Give life to others,
Have my heart, Feel the world.
Have my eyes, See the world.
Have my lungs, Smell the world.

LET'S DO SOMETHING AFTER DEATH.
HELP!!!

You might not know you will need help too.
Step ahead, help others when you have the ability.
HELP THEM WITH NO RETURN.
HELP WITH YOUR HEART.

BEFORE TOO LATE,
REGISTER AS A DONOR..
CLICK HERE NOW!!!

...::* Back to Study *::...

Stress is coming!!!
Have been continuosly attacked by nightmares.
My dead skins on palm getting worst.
Some ways to get rid of you, STRESS!!!
You are not welcome to ruin my life.
I'll ruin back yours. T-hee..

Ding Dong~~
Time to complete leftover assignments!!
Three pending assignments on queue.

Business Law,
Information Technology,
Human Resources in Logistic Industry.

Any friendly helper would give me a hand? =)
Depending on others ain't a good choice. XD
Let's start my work!


Think positively!

Introducing to You, My Babies
(Zai Zai & Lui Lui)

...::* Welcome Dragon to Year 2012 *::...

Happy Dragon Year!!!

Greetings to everyone!!!
What a hectic trip I've got.

Most of the Malaysians headed back to their hometown since Friday.
As for me, I headed to a wedding dinner @ Restaurant Lucky, Seremban.
It was my cousin sister wedding dinner.
Great! May consider it as a reunion dinner.. XD



Three Little Kids. (mom-me-cousin)

Well, that's my mom who recovering from a stroke attack.
A unwelcomed sickness which had attacked her since August last year.
Let's RUB OFF the pass.
Is a NEW YEAR!!! She will surely recover.
Pray with me babies.. <3 Amen!


In these two days, 23rd & 24th January,
I returned to my grandparents house too.
Having a one day trip journey is tiring and costly.
A day trip can cost you up to RM 10 excluding petrol.
Well, no choice and since is near to KL.
Whatsoever. Forever Home Sweet Home. <3

As Simple As That.
23rd & 24th January 2012 outfit.

Between, this bloggie is so GIRLISH.
It rarely seems to be me. @@
Well, anyhow it looks fine with me. I guess.
I had been deciding on the header should be up there.
A choice out of three.
THREE?
Yes! is THREE. @@ Kinda lot right?
I guess temporarily this would be the choice for the meantime. XD

Ciao first!
Time to get fully charged after 4 exhausting days. =)
Nights all.

...::* The Vampire Diaries *::...

Elijah is back!!

Well,
Elijah was one of the originals.
He was staked by the brother and kept in the coffin.

Right now, his stake was taken away from Damon.
The purpose of fighting againts his brother, Niklaus aka Klaus. ***I think so***

I can't wait for the next episode!!!

Elena kissed Stefan's brother, Damon,
Klaus got back his coffins of family,
Elijah return,
Bonnie, the witch meet the long lost mother..

What's more???
Is getting exciting..
I had never been so insane for a show.
Try watching it. =)
Might not know you will get insane like I do. haha..

...::* New Year Greeting Everyone *::...

Hey peeps!!!

Did you get stuck in jam?
Lucky me =)
I'm having a nearby hometown.
How Sweet~
Cause I don't need to jam.. =)

I've got my first ANGPOW!
Wooooooo~~
Thanks grandpapa.. <3
He had always be the first who gave us.
He is EXCITED bout it! ***I guess.. XD***
Every of his child and grandchildren will gather to ROCK the house!!!

Are you ready peeps?
Is time for BLOAT, DRUNK, JOY, FUN and MORE!!!
Count down in another 23hours to CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

Welcoming our Dragon to Year 2012.

First Angpow from Grandpapa.. <3 

...::* Suicide *::...

Will you suicide?

Is the best solution to solve problems?

Ever think about the love ones around you?

WAKE UP!!!

It shows how IRRESPONSIBLE and SELFISH you are!

You leave your problems to be solved by others.

You causes another problem to arise in other's life.

You make an issue to the societies.

What are you?

God had always being fair and justice.

He took something from you, He will definitely return something.

He will never close all the door and lead you to dead road.

But WHY?

Why aren't you opening up the door to see what's behind it?

There's so much doors to be open up.

Why do you give up?

Why giving a dissapointment to God?

He creates us. He will not want us to die.

There's no human never think of suicide.

I did but I won't.

I do not want to be irresponsible and dissapoint God.

I will not being so selfish abandoning my problems to be solved by others.

Everyone having their own frustration.

Think about the poor, the starving kids, the handicaps, the disables & the orphans.

Feel lucky to be yourself.

AND

Compare with the one who are rich, healthy and wealthy peoples.

Fight for yourself to be in their position.

LOVE HIM.

STOP HURTING HIM.

DON'T DISSAPOINT HIM.

...::* Don't Mess With Me *::...

I'm dangerous.
Don't you dare to get close to me!
I will STAB you. XD

Every places in the world ain't safe anymore.
Especially us, the females.
I warn you guys "DO NOT MESS WITH ME".
I'm now with scissors and knive.. XD
Sounds LAME. =.=''

My lesson of  today:
Don't walk alone. Be caution!
hahahahaha..

...::* Back on Track *::...

Hello blogger!!!
I'm officially back on track!

Blog for fun,
Movies for life,
Studies for future.

I'm all back! Hello all.
Put your hands in the air, baybeh!

After months of pausing,

The Salvatore brothers and Elena Gilbert are back!
Here comes The Vampire Diaries Season 3, Episode 11.

Let's have some peeps on the episode 11 before watching the full show.

Vanishing into the full show.
C-yah! Ciao~

...::* Welcome Back!!! *::...

HELLO BLOGGER!!!

I'm Back in track babies!!!
Let's have some fun with HAPPY TREE FRIENDS.