...::* Oppssy *::...

Doomsday is here!!
RUN FOR YOUR LIVES!!!
Have you thought of where to run? lol..
When it really happened, you have no where to run. =)
I might sit and stay.
When God want your life, no matter how you run, you will not able to run from Him.
How great is him right? =)

So, tomorrow is the day.
Let's watch and see how's the world gonna change.
Besides, tomorrow is Soltistic for the chinese people.
What a day. Celebrating on the doomsday. XD

Well, my life had been bored these days.
All I waited for is weekends.
Jobs!!! XD..

Let's have some camwhore.. =)

...::* Better *::...

My house is like a disaster.
Daddy's worker is here to refurnish every disasters in the house.

Baby Pool in da house.. XD!!

 

Today I cooked. Jie and mui went out so is my day to cook.

Hooh! Long no cook.

Kinda noob noob dei..>< haha.. Here's my dishes..

Taugeh with carrot & Brinjal with i dno call what.. lol..

 

 Look at my leggie!!!
Help me!!! Is so itchy and pain.
Bitten by mosquitoes during my sweet dream.
How poisonuos they can be.
It had been 3 days and yet not recover.
Any remedies? =(
Im applying an oinment, Zam-Buk.
It use to be very effective but I guess the bites are too poisonuos..

Reddy spot spot spot..

 

My first try on fishy braid. Have a look.. =)

All me in fishy braid. =)

 

...::* Job *::...

Seriously I can feel joy when work. =)
Though it was so tiring but I have a lot to talk. haha..
Working every weekend till December ends.
LOL.. I'm a smart or known as lazy worker.. hahaha..

Lazy people, more poo poo and pee pee.. XD (chinese slangs)
People takes job and have quick and cheap meals.
As for me, I had my RM8.10 meal during break.

My RM8.10 meal in Secret Recipe. Delicious.

Someone banged on the PULL door.. lol..

Right in front of me he ran towards the door and banged onto it.

Can't held to laugh!!! luck that I'm not being beaten up.. XD



Wheeee.. eeelll...

I reached out early to work today so I sneaked to Toy Box..
Is actually a beautiful garden builed with the Christmas theme.
Wasting my time around here and also looking though the wishes of the welfares.
You might lucky enough if I could get the stuff you needs. =)
I'm donating! =)

Hohoho.. There the whole garden.

There's wishing well and wishing tree behind it.
There's the wheel and santa with friends!

And here I ciao!
My back is pain and tiring.. huhuhu..
Thanks and great that I'm not having the bookfair job =)

Night peeps.
Hope you enjoy my rubbish talks and craps. hehehe..

...::* Lone *::...

Do you feel lonely?
Whenever you feel lonely, what plays in your mind?

Has been a week.
Daily routine was waking at 10 or 11am,
Do laundry, fold clothes, iron clothes, wash dishes, have lunch.
Then?
Back to laptop watch while downloading dramas.
And roll on bed with keep refreshing phone facebook.

How bored my life was. Is a waste of life.
I taught doomsday should be doing something  that is meaningful.
Nope! I don't have.

Seriously I DO REGRET for having no guts to drive.
I hated myself so freaking badly.
If I had a car, I can drive, at least I'm not as bored as now.
Pifff.. =(

Luck was, tomorrow I'm gonna get the hell out of the house for 10 hours!
I'm working. YES! At least I can see humans.
Talk, social, making friends with strangers.
I love strangers =)
I love places =D

Might because there are lots of places I've not been to.
I'm curios and I want to be every where.
I want to enjoy it.
Sadly, stupid than a pig, I dont drive. =(
Curse me to dead!

Okay, I'm Dead. Ciao~ XD

...::* Hey *::...

Hey Bloggers,

Long no meet.. =)
What brings me here?
Seriously most of you blog to express your hidden feelings to strangers.
To some where that only unknown knows.
So, do I?


There's so much in my mind, heart and soul.
But hardly be expressed.
Leading me to blog and diary.
Place where I belong to.
This the place where no one care what I expressed. =)

My attitude changed.
A lot different than the old me.
I'm no more close with my families.
I wanted to improve it but I take things so hardly.

I prefer hiding in my room all alone.
I do not want to do anything beside going out meeting strangers and do something I like.
Is my biggest mistakes for not knowing how to drive.
Or else, I'm so free and happy.
I just want to be away from my area.

I'm afraid I would have health issues if I do not talk it out.
I guess this  the right place for me..

I have no idea with the phrase "You drink tea until you get bad"
Is actually due to my health or it actually mean by my attitude.
Talk it out to my boi?
Nah~ he wont understand. All he'll do will just scold and ask me to offend.
I don't need any lessons or advice.
I just need a listener and being pampered.

Doesn't matter. He's busy with his thing.
Shouldn't burden him or bother him yet.


Well.. Let's stop by here.
Thanks blog.. =)

...::* Tomorrow The Day*::...

My dear!
Gonna have his war tomorrow!
I'm gonna prepare some food and drinks for him!

Motivate him is my responsibility! <3
Hmmmmmm..
What should it be..
I guess Noodle, Sausages, Egg and Milo!

Gonna got him full before the war!
Im sure you can do it dear! <3

Should sleep early now!
Have to ready early tomorrow. =)

...::* B.B.Q *::...

We had our BBQ last night.
It was fun! =)

My boy picked me up and headed to Econsave to grab the food.
We are so late!
Is 7pm++ and nothing were prepared.
Simply we both grabbed fishballs, chicken meatballs, sausages and luncheon meats, Filaments, bread and sardines, Honey and butter.
These costs us RM120. ==

And the night ended without chicken meat! =(
Owhhhhh.. BBQ without chicken wings.. XD!
We ate and played and joked.
This was just nice!

My boy and I left at 1am.
We are smelly.. XD!!!

Well, I enjoyed the night as I had long not having a BBQ.
I'm getting far apart from my highschool friends.
Is like I'm not that open within them.
I;m not flexible anymore.
I'm more to my college friends.

I'm sad of myself.
And that day before yesterday,
I get to see one of my highschool mate smokes.
I was down at that time. =(
hmmmmmm.. seriously why gguys have to smoke?
I just don't like it.. :(

...::* Sad *::...

Lecturer gets to spot 2 problems in our presentation.
I'm too careless.. =(

I spelled wrongly on the company name.
This is a super unforgivable mistakes.
Sorry members.. =(
It should be OCHADO and i typed ORCHADO.
SORRY!!!!

Next, the customer age.. haiz..
I should had correct it.
This is a big mistake too.
I should put range of 10-30 instead age of 10-30.

I'm so so so so so failed!
=(
Thing just doesnt goes well as wished yesterday..
huhuhuhuuhu..
I'm sad.. T____________T

...::* PANIC BUTTON*::...

Whooooo~
Tomorrow is the presentation.
Nervous and scare.. XD!!!

I'm afraid that I will raised the "PANIC BUTTON" by myself.

hahahhaha..
Jusst panic.
Just cannot overcome it. Sorry!! hahaha..

Hope thing goes well tomorrow. =)
Good Luck members!

The Mist K!!!

PANIC!!! LEAVE ME!!! XD

...::* SPCA *::...

Well, my bf called up and he said he gonna hook up a pup from SPCA!!!

Wooooooo~~
Why am I excited? Hmmm.. XD
Cause I like animals!

Well, I've been there once and there were full of cats and dogs..
The smells were horrible,
The environment was bad.

But no choice. They have no financial to improve it.
They have to depend on the adoption fees and the sponsorship.

Entering the shelter with fear as the dogs are free and no one will follow you throughout your visits.
You will feel soar throughout your visits too.
There are weird dogs, sick dogs and hurt dogs.


I had always taught of being a million or billionaire and spend the money on neutering stray dogs and cats!
This will only reduces the population of strays and also increases the appreciation of animals.
By then, humans will not demand too mmuch on pedigree animals. =(

...::* Ulsers *::...

OMG!!!
Six ulsers!!!
Is so terrible.

Well,
Yesterday with college mates went to Kajang to pick up my license! <3
Is done! hehehe..
Then we headed for Latt Tong.
Kajang's famous.
We ate RM120 le.. is kind of expensive..

Later went home and slept in Pooh's house.
As I woke, I feel pain in gums.
As I return home, I saw 3 baby ulsers!
The next day, Oh gosh! It got worst!
6 ulsers..
Ouch! Is so so so so so pain! =(

Ugly? Disgusted? Pain?
hahaha..

...::* Underweight *::...

I'm extremely thin!
45kg with the height of 168cm.
iS totally superb underweight.

Seriously I should gain some weight.
Or else, I'll face mulnutrition. =(
I took this picture in my pooh's house.
I was like OMG!! my thighs is so so so "kecik"!

Anyone knows how to gain weight?
XD!!! I do eat alot nowadays.
I just want some weight gained for my bones, thighs.. not face!
I had always get the fats on my face!

XD!!!

how?
Thin right?
The leg is so so so small!
Beware! Once broken consider sold! XD!!! hahahaha..

...:* Rush *::...

hahhahahhahahaha..
Usually only pooh will be late.
But today, I overslept too!
As I wake and look at the time,
It was 9am! Class at 9.30am!

Quickly called pooh up and we both rushed for the 30min!
I wander how he "mandi kerbau"..
hahahhaha..
Luck was no jam in my area on that day.

We were able to reach 10 minutes late. hahaha..
And I brought along my breakfast.
I'm hungry... =(
Is bad to eat in auditorium hall but I'm hungry.

Have breakfast before starting your day.
Right? hahaha..
Yummy..
Is abit unreasonable and nonsense..
hahaha..

but, this is me.
I am who I am!

 Cornflakes & Dutch Lady milk.. <3

...::* CUBIE *::...

New apps!
Cubie! hahaha..

We draw pooh.
And sees which is nicer ? hahahaha..

 this i draw

this is pooh's drawing.

hahahaha..

mine nice right?

no doubt, i'm a designer..XD!!!!

cubie is kinda fun! hahaha..

...::* Clear *::...

CLEAR!!!

Foundation - DONE!
Degree Year 1 - DONE!

CLOSE FILE!

YES! I'm officially Year 2 students.. haha..
All my notes are kept in the file!
A new file to be haunted for my Year 2 subjects!
Hunting!! hahahha..

Must study hard dy!
YEAR 2 LIAO!!!

GAMBATEH LING LING!!!

...::* BIRD NEST *::...

Look!!
Birdie nest!!!

Awwwwwww...
Two eggss... how cute is it.. I'm waiting for it's hatching..

Can't wait for it!
hmmm.. haha..

...:* again Nightmares *::...

=(

These days I'm haunted with nightmares. =(
The latest was seeing 2 corpse in a funeral.
And the worst thing was the dead people was my friend's mother!
how horrible can this be!
I'm just  close with her.

I just couldn't accept it!
How can this be!!!!
I still remember the dream. =(
It grabs my leg.
I couldnt run.

Please.. Let me have peace..
I do not want to dream of these things already.
Is enough.
I need peaceful nights. =(

I'm scare...
I want my dear.. huhu..

...::* =( Nightmare *::...

Yesterday, I dreamt bout a guy and the girlfriend, and also my boyfriend.
The guy's gf trying to seduce my bf.
WHILE I"M THERE!
How hurt this can be?

Though is just a dream but is hurting. =(
Later the guy come and grabbed the gf away.
I'm just standing there with pain and soar.

I don't wish it to happen.
I don't wanna get hurt anymore.
I want my bf..

I missed him.. =(

...::* Holiday *:...

Holiday is here!
Bout 2 weeks holiday.
Exams are gone!
But, I have no where to go.

Moms sick,
Sister to  college,
Boyfriend with friends.

Haiz.. I'm all alone at home.
So freaked out with the boredom.

Hmmmmmmm..
I wish I could drive.
I wish so much.
Im such a coward. =(

...::* My Vampire *::...

TVD is towards the end!
I'm so into it!
And my final exams!!! hooooooh!

I can't wait for it. hehehe..
But great thing is..
It will be release after I finish my finals.
Is a good thing but I can't wait.

The Salvatore brothers & Elena!

Wait for me yah! hahaha..

...::* Back AGAIN *::...

Once again I'm back! XD
I had always left my blog away for months.
Well! exams over, blog is return! hahaha..

Stay tune!
Here I'm coming for movies! funs! entertainments! joys!

Yeah baybeh! hahaha.. =)

...::* Long Story *::...

On the 1st of March 2012,
A brand new month.
And I got snatched by a motorbike.

How unlucky I was or how lucky I am?
So much lucky there are not much valueable stuff inside.
But, to me, it mean so much to me.

I lost a lovely pencil case from my lovely darling.
I lost a thumbdrive fills with memories.
I lost the best pal of mine, calculator.

Positively thinking,
I'm not game over but a make over.

I feel so touched right now.
Feeling so lucky.
Is like, WORTH.
Is worth being nice to people.

This incident had let many changes, appreiation, and realisation.

To my boy,
How man he was stepping forward to solve my problems.
Settle things with me, having me to where I have to be.
Helping out with my foods and things.
Thinking all ways to make sure of my safety.
Realising how much I had meant.
Love, care, and sacrifices.
I gets to see how sweet he is right now.
I'm so into him right now. =)

To my friends,
Their willingness to help and guide.
Being sponsorship for replacing my stuffs.
Being there to care and help when I need.

I'm filled with LOVE.
Love is under the sky.
Not only loved by my dear and family,
I'm loved by lots of friends and people around me.

I have got a ONE BIG FAMILY.
They are so much warm.
Feeling GREATFUL & THANKSFUL.

I belive in return.
Is worth to treat people good.
They will help in return.

LOVE YOU, MY DEAR YAP KEN NIE,

LOVE YOU GUYS, MY FRIENDS,

LOVE YOU, MY ALMIGHTY FATHER,

LOVE MYSELF.

...::* Hatred *::...

How can hatred actually existed so strongly in human?
How strong is it to cause someone to think about REVENGE.

The word H-A-T-E is not in my dictionary yet.
I don't understand about it.=(

In family,
We are hate our parents and siblings,
Yet, we forget the anger easily.

In school,
We hate our principle and teachers.
As we graduate, we forget about them.

In frendship,
We hate and act nothing.
As we are not always together all the time.

In love,
We hate our beloved ones.
And we forgive easily like nothing had happened.

How?
How the HATRED actually occured?

I do hate but I forget and forgive easily.
But how can a person hate forever on a person?

Maybe I am still young.
More for me to get through in my life.

Dear Lord,

You taught us to forgive and forget.

But why there are still hatred existed so strongly.

Lord, talk to me.=)

Love Ling.

...::* Dislike *::...

Staying up late for nothing till 2-3am is nothing to me.
Whenever comes to assignment,
As time strucks twelve, not even 1am (=.=)
I'm yawning all the way and having running nose. =(
I don't like the way I am.
This shows how lazy am i.
Lazy sickness.. XD!!!

That's me,
Accept is the only way. lol..


ASSIGNMENTS ALL ON QUEUE!!!
Must complete as soon as I could!
Mid-term should be around the corner.

LUCK TO ME!!!

Love Ling,

Muacks! =) 

...::* Boo-Yah *::...

Hi peeps!
Is Federal Territory holiday & whats on with you guys? =)

Without realising,
I'm 20 at 2012.
A new chapter of my life. Hmm...
Lots more to be discover.

Piff..
Another unwanted tragedy had just recorded in this new chapter.
The feeling of soar and sour, Once again hit into my story.
Marking these horrible tragedies are the way too cruel and hurting.
Either good or bad, Everything had to be taken with strong and tough way.

Happily celebrated a new life.
The day after, you realise you might only left months of life.

Losing hope,
Losing happiness,
Losing confident.
All you have now is fight for life.




L-I-F-E
To me,
The word LIFE,
Is hardly to be described.

We could fight and run,
We could be strong & tough,
But with HIM, all we could is just surrender.

We could not fight with him,
We could not run from him,
We are not as strong and tough as he do.
Surrender To HIM.

Dear God,

Please bless her,

Let this be a lesson instead a punishment.

Forgive and forgets.

Love Ling.

...::* Hmmmmm *::...

Seldom talked on what I thinks and my problems.
I learnt to keep things secretly to myself.
I'm not selfish. I just do not want to disturb others.

To me, not everyone choose to listen.
Sometime the advise was not what you wished to hear.
The suggestion might be hurting.
And sometime they just don't bother what you said.
So, why waste energy?

I had made this a habit.
I don't share my problems.
And this is part of the source causes goitre. =(


I told mom and my boy about the donation.
I have no idea why am I insisting on it.
And I have no idea with the rejection.
Rejection might happen now.
But not FOREVER.

I believe.
I believe I can donate.
I believe I can help.
And I believe they will allow in somedays.

The unwillingnes to agree with my decision made me dull. =(
No worries, I would not suicide. XD
I'll do whatever I could to get the permission.
Do wait for me.

Once again for those who interested to donate and knows more.
CLICK HERE or the below image.

Dear Lord,

Do not simply take my life away.

I want to be a donor.

Love Ling. <3

...:: * Growing Up *::...

Facing is suffering.
And suffering is where you gain.

Throughout life, there is too much to gain.
I had gain too much last year.
Months of tragedies.
I need a rest.

In year 2011,
My mom got attacked by stroke.
My academic faced some problem,
My hamster's babies all passed away,
My puppy got hit down with life less thn 50% survival.
And I got goiter.

I thought;
I had become the way better than the old me.
I had grown. Learning to handle things in a better way.
Brave and tough instead coward and being the FOREVER CRY BABY.


But.
I'm now hiding and running away from problems.
I choose not to listen, not to care and not to bother.
And I run. I ran from this house and loiter in places.
Sorry that I could not take it.
I'm sorry to leave the problems unsolved.
I am VERY SORRY.


Hope for a better year 2012.

...::* A Sudden Thought *::...

A thought,
If...
If I need a donation.
Who will be the one who might help me?
If I die young, my organs are wasted.

Right after the thought,
I browsed into MST.

Every year, the percentage of people needing organs increases.
How many people die of waiting for organs
And how many organs were wasted buried under the soil?

If I had the ability,
I would donate blood frequently.
I could lessen the O donor's burden.
I could save someone's life.
Pshycally, I seems to suffer anemia.
I could not do so.

A sour and soaring feeling crossed my heart.
I might need help some days.
I had think twice, I decided to donate.

Give life to others,
Have my heart, Feel the world.
Have my eyes, See the world.
Have my lungs, Smell the world.

LET'S DO SOMETHING AFTER DEATH.
HELP!!!

You might not know you will need help too.
Step ahead, help others when you have the ability.
HELP THEM WITH NO RETURN.
HELP WITH YOUR HEART.

BEFORE TOO LATE,
REGISTER AS A DONOR..
CLICK HERE NOW!!!

...::* Back to Study *::...

Stress is coming!!!
Have been continuosly attacked by nightmares.
My dead skins on palm getting worst.
Some ways to get rid of you, STRESS!!!
You are not welcome to ruin my life.
I'll ruin back yours. T-hee..

Ding Dong~~
Time to complete leftover assignments!!
Three pending assignments on queue.

Business Law,
Information Technology,
Human Resources in Logistic Industry.

Any friendly helper would give me a hand? =)
Depending on others ain't a good choice. XD
Let's start my work!


Think positively!

Introducing to You, My Babies
(Zai Zai & Lui Lui)

...::* Welcome Dragon to Year 2012 *::...

Happy Dragon Year!!!

Greetings to everyone!!!
What a hectic trip I've got.

Most of the Malaysians headed back to their hometown since Friday.
As for me, I headed to a wedding dinner @ Restaurant Lucky, Seremban.
It was my cousin sister wedding dinner.
Great! May consider it as a reunion dinner.. XD



Three Little Kids. (mom-me-cousin)

Well, that's my mom who recovering from a stroke attack.
A unwelcomed sickness which had attacked her since August last year.
Let's RUB OFF the pass.
Is a NEW YEAR!!! She will surely recover.
Pray with me babies.. <3 Amen!


In these two days, 23rd & 24th January,
I returned to my grandparents house too.
Having a one day trip journey is tiring and costly.
A day trip can cost you up to RM 10 excluding petrol.
Well, no choice and since is near to KL.
Whatsoever. Forever Home Sweet Home. <3

As Simple As That.
23rd & 24th January 2012 outfit.

Between, this bloggie is so GIRLISH.
It rarely seems to be me. @@
Well, anyhow it looks fine with me. I guess.
I had been deciding on the header should be up there.
A choice out of three.
THREE?
Yes! is THREE. @@ Kinda lot right?
I guess temporarily this would be the choice for the meantime. XD

Ciao first!
Time to get fully charged after 4 exhausting days. =)
Nights all.

...::* The Vampire Diaries *::...

Elijah is back!!

Well,
Elijah was one of the originals.
He was staked by the brother and kept in the coffin.

Right now, his stake was taken away from Damon.
The purpose of fighting againts his brother, Niklaus aka Klaus. ***I think so***

I can't wait for the next episode!!!

Elena kissed Stefan's brother, Damon,
Klaus got back his coffins of family,
Elijah return,
Bonnie, the witch meet the long lost mother..

What's more???
Is getting exciting..
I had never been so insane for a show.
Try watching it. =)
Might not know you will get insane like I do. haha..

...::* New Year Greeting Everyone *::...

Hey peeps!!!

Did you get stuck in jam?
Lucky me =)
I'm having a nearby hometown.
How Sweet~
Cause I don't need to jam.. =)

I've got my first ANGPOW!
Wooooooo~~
Thanks grandpapa.. <3
He had always be the first who gave us.
He is EXCITED bout it! ***I guess.. XD***
Every of his child and grandchildren will gather to ROCK the house!!!

Are you ready peeps?
Is time for BLOAT, DRUNK, JOY, FUN and MORE!!!
Count down in another 23hours to CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

Welcoming our Dragon to Year 2012.

First Angpow from Grandpapa.. <3 

...::* Suicide *::...

Will you suicide?

Is the best solution to solve problems?

Ever think about the love ones around you?

WAKE UP!!!

It shows how IRRESPONSIBLE and SELFISH you are!

You leave your problems to be solved by others.

You causes another problem to arise in other's life.

You make an issue to the societies.

What are you?

God had always being fair and justice.

He took something from you, He will definitely return something.

He will never close all the door and lead you to dead road.

But WHY?

Why aren't you opening up the door to see what's behind it?

There's so much doors to be open up.

Why do you give up?

Why giving a dissapointment to God?

He creates us. He will not want us to die.

There's no human never think of suicide.

I did but I won't.

I do not want to be irresponsible and dissapoint God.

I will not being so selfish abandoning my problems to be solved by others.

Everyone having their own frustration.

Think about the poor, the starving kids, the handicaps, the disables & the orphans.

Feel lucky to be yourself.

AND

Compare with the one who are rich, healthy and wealthy peoples.

Fight for yourself to be in their position.

LOVE HIM.

STOP HURTING HIM.

DON'T DISSAPOINT HIM.

...::* Don't Mess With Me *::...

I'm dangerous.
Don't you dare to get close to me!
I will STAB you. XD

Every places in the world ain't safe anymore.
Especially us, the females.
I warn you guys "DO NOT MESS WITH ME".
I'm now with scissors and knive.. XD
Sounds LAME. =.=''

My lesson of  today:
Don't walk alone. Be caution!
hahahahaha..

...::* Back on Track *::...

Hello blogger!!!
I'm officially back on track!

Blog for fun,
Movies for life,
Studies for future.

I'm all back! Hello all.
Put your hands in the air, baybeh!

After months of pausing,

The Salvatore brothers and Elena Gilbert are back!
Here comes The Vampire Diaries Season 3, Episode 11.

Let's have some peeps on the episode 11 before watching the full show.

Vanishing into the full show.
C-yah! Ciao~

...::* Welcome Back!!! *::...

HELLO BLOGGER!!!

I'm Back in track babies!!!
Let's have some fun with HAPPY TREE FRIENDS.